hiya! click around for more info!
i hope you like your experience!
feel free to call me pixel or faye!
he/him only please - unless close.

before you follow     
warning for:age gapnon conpsychological horrorabuseincest
noncon/dubconunhealthy relationships    
I do not condone harassment:if I do find out you are currently partaking in such behaviors such as:stalking, harassment, or other forms of harmful interactionsI will block you.  
This is a drama-free zone:harassment will be screenshotted, reported, and dealt with accordingly.    
I did post my abusers' information:This was in hopes that they would stop harassing me;So far, it has worked.a joyous occasion, but very out of character for me!  
Blacklist(Regarding in person reality based depictions and descriptions)
animal 
pedophilia 
extreme gore 

about me

Anime, Korean Dramas, Donghua, Danmei, Video Games, Dark Fiction, Gunpowder Art, Asian Fashion
Tarot cards, Swords and Sword Fighting, Astrology & Astronomy, Mythology + Folktale, Grunge Fashion
I am 24. I like cute things. I enjoy reading and editing, and I listen to music most of the time.My birthday is 09/06. I'm a Dragon / Virgo / ENFJ. I take pride in my ability to handle pressure professionally even if I suck majorly at it personally. I have a low window of tolerance.My memory is pretty bad, ever since 2024 my memory has been having large gaps that seem unrelated to my DID which I was diagnosed with in 2023 and self diagnosed with DID since I was 17-18. So please be patient with me!I really do love my friends and I kin spiritually as well!Click on the underlined text to know more about that.

ResourceLink or Number to Resource
Suicide & Crisis Lifeline & Text Line988 or text HOME to 741741
National Domestic Violence800.799.SAFE (7233) or Text "START" to 88788
RAINN: National Sexual Assault and Incest Hotline800.656.HOPE (4673)
Support PalestineAsian American Advocacy Fund |History and Information Carrd | Ways to Support Palestine
Incest and Child Sexual Assault Survivor ResourceSIA World Service Office: Survivors of Incest Anonymous for Adult Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse
Ritual/Occult/Religious Abuse Survivor ResourceOffice of Justice: Understanding Ritual Abuse: A Guide for Self-Empowerment for Ritual Abuse Survivors

questioning if you’re a system?

ResourceLinkDescription
Plural Etiquette QuestionnaireEtiquetteAs far as I know, if you are questioning if you are either plural, multiple, a system — or another form of these things this is for setting up boundaries!
Lemon & LivelyAlter RolesTalks About Different Alter Roles
The Dissociative InitiativeAbout Healthy MultiplicityBeing Plural Apart from Dissociative Identity Disorder - Healthy Multiplicity & Plurality for Traumagenic, Endogenic, and other types of systems.
MMU - Young Voices StudyAbout MultiplicityExplains Multiplicity/Plurality Very well as an experience rather than disorder.
The Dragonheart Collective BlogDragonheart’s BlogGood blog with lots of resources linked to it, even including the old DSM diagnostic criteria I believe.

References
American Psychiatric Association. (2022). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (5th ed., text rev.). https://doi.org/10.1176/appi.books.9780890425787
About multiplicity. The Dissociative Initiative. (2016, October 27). https://di.org.au/about-multiplicity/The Dragonheart Collective. (n.d.). Am I Plural. Dragon’s roost. https://dragonsroost.neocities.org/essay/AmIPluralMagpie, R. (2015, January 3). Dissociative identity disorder- A glossary. Seeing Plural. https://catalyticconvergence.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/dissociative-identity-disorder-a-glossary/Plural etiquette questionnaire. Write.as. (n.d.). https://write.as/i9kkgvg5hp70gauw.mdUnderstanding multiplicity - manchester metropolitan university. (n.d.). https://www.mmu.ac.uk/mmud8/media/10605/downloadWhat is dissociative identity disorder?. DID. (n.d.). https://did-research.org/did/
Beauty After Bruises. (2023, April 21). Did myths and misconceptions. https://www.beautyafterbruises.org/blog/didmyths